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Friday, October 20, 2006

 

RULES

 

*No Jocking

*Dont Remove My Tag

*NO requests for Icons, quotes, or music.

*Dont ask for my main layout, you wont get it

*Dont Change Any Layout

*If Layout isnt working, tell me so I can fix it

*Subscribe if you take a layout

*If you do something for me, I'll do something for you. :) I always remember favors.

 

 

 

 

 

 

NEWS

 

 10/20/06 9:06AM

 

Miss me? :)

I'm coming back...
I'm also getting a site up for graphics too.

So yeah.

Layouts soon.

 

 

 

FAQ

 

[[What song is playing?]]

Look to the right. :)

 

[[Can you make me something??]]

Maybe...

 

[[Where do you get your music??]]

I host my own. There's alot of places to host your own music as well. But I use filehut.com

 

[[Can we be friends?]]

…Sure. My contact info is showing so contact me if you like :)

 

[[Are you a jocker?]]

Oh yes, of course, fear me. Rawr. Note the sarcasm.

 

[[Can you teach me how to make layouts?]]

If I like you, and if you ask nicely, but normally, I wont.

 

[[Why do you have so many different sites?]]

I don’t have that many, I mean I could have more. Only, I’m trying hard to get into computer programming, so I’m working on learning more things for that. That’s one reason.

 

[[Do you have an actual site I can go to for this?]]

I currently do have one, but, it's still in the works, and it isnt going to just be for graphics.

 

[[You rock.]]

Thanks, you do too.

 

[[Can you help me?]]

Um……with what?

 

[[Can you put my button on your page?]]

If I like your work I will, gladly.

 

[[Wow, you suck.]]

Thanks! :)

 

[[How do you use HTML?]]

By learning it, maybe...? I have a basic HTML guide if you want to see it, though.

 

[[Are you single?]]

At the moment.

 

[[Where did the music links go??]]

Away. I cant afford a good host, and you all used up my bandwidth. live with it.

 

[[Whats taking so long to fix your layouts?]]

Life.

 

[[Where's the codes?]]

Poof.

 

[[Where do you get your pictures??]]

Different sites. If I remember where I got them, I put credit on the layout.

 

[[When are you getting an actual website?]]

When I learn more or find a partner to help.

 

[[You need to get layouts up faster.]]

Are you running this? No. Am I? Yes. Do I have a life? Yes, I dont live on the computer. Do NOT bug me about getting more layouts up. I'm always working on this thing so quit complaining.

 

[[What if I dont like your work?]]

Then get out. Dont like it? Dont use it, dont comment. Nuff said.

 

 

More later…

 

 

 


Saturday, January 14, 2006

 

Layouts

Total Layouts 51
Xanga Layouts: 46
Myspace Layouts: 5
Click the number to preview a layout


 

   

Bands

01 Mest

02 Good Charlotte

03 Simple Plan

05 AD/DC

16 Calls From Home - being redone

17 Evanescence - being redone

19 All Has Fallen - being redone

 

Lryics

04 Melt with You by Modern English

06 Note to Self by From First to Last

07 Graveyard by Mest

08 Kiss Me, Kill Me by Mest

09 Going Under by Evanescence

10 Join me in Death by H.I.M

11 A Little Less 16 Candles a Little More "Touch Me" by Fall Out Boy

18 I'm Not Okay by My Chemical Romance - being redone

27 Down, Set, Go by UnderOATH

34 Photographs by Mest

35 Chance of a Lifetime by Mest

39 Rain by Breaking Benjamin

 

Quotes

13 Sick of Crying, Tired of Trying, Yeah, I'm Smiling but inside I'm Dying

14 He said 'I'll love you forever' && She smiled and said "Just warn me when forever starts to end"

15 Being redone.

21 I'm not emo, I'm GANGSTA [Only looks right on certain comps.]

22 One Thing You Must Learn is that You Dont Know Everything

23 Love me.

24 They Come Out at Night

25 Bite Me =D - being redone

26 I'm a Star <3

28 Let Me Write a Letter To You...

31 I'm Not As Twisted as you Think I am

32 I Like the Way You Look Dead

37 In Your Arms Is Where I Belong [One of a kind.]

38 I wrote it With all my Heart, now no one Reads it - being redone

40 Stop Telling Me You Love Me and Start Showing Me

41 Another Entry in my Book of Life

44 Dear Friends, The more you Smile the More Jealous I Get, Because I know you finally got laid when I didnt

46 I'm a daughter hiding depression, I'm a sister making a good impression, I'm the girl sitting next to you, I'm the one asking you to care, I'm you Best Friend, hoping you'll always be there

 

People

12 Tony Lovato

 

Other

20 Guns go BANG - being redone

29 Pink Design

30 Rock Star

33 Black and Grey

36 Light Green 'Busted' Heart

42 'Suicidal Romance'

43 Brown Shiny Hearts

45 Anime Friends

 

Myspace Layouts 

 

Preview - Guns & Hearts With Fuzzy Table Background

 

 

Preview- White and Grey Swirls with bride/groom table background (not show as well.)

 

 
 
Preview - Pink design with white and grey table background

 

 

 Preview - Black and pink 'twisted' background

 
 

Preview - Dying Rose (not very good..)

Couldnt decide which one I liked a bit more, so there is two verisons of the MRC myspace layout.

Verison 1

Verison 2

VERISON ONE:

VERISON 2:


Friday, January 13, 2006


QUOTES

&& at that moment when the exact words,
"I've Got to tell you something"
came out of his mouth,
i knew my world was about to fall. && at that moment when the exact words,
"I've Got to tell you something"
came out of his mouth,
i knew my world was about to fall.

 

if he was stupid enough to cheat on you,
he was dumb enough to get caught.

 

I want to be that girl.
I want to be that girl he changes himself for,
the one that he proves his reputation wrong to.
the one that is 'different from all the others.'
I want to be the one all his friends know about
cus he talks about me so much.
the one that there is no comparison to.
I want him to be my everything.

&& i'm gonna make it someday
just because you said i couldnt<3

 

Admit it. We flirt with each other.
We have so much fun with each other.
We laugh with each other
and we even try to be with each other.
And I believe that we secretly love each other.
But how come when I think of you and wonder if you're thinking of me,
it feels like you aren't?

let the world see that gorgeous smile of yours.
they’d be surprised of how beautiful a girl with
such a broken heart can still do.

 

no camera could capture the smile she had
on her face the day he told her he still loved her.

 

don't let him get to you,
he only wants to see you broken

 

A girl cuts her skin to feel alive.
While another cries her eyes out when her boyfriend finally confesses to never loving her.
A guy is broken-hearted when he learns his girlfriend has been cheating on him.
Another guy hangs himself cause he has no one.
A girl forces herself to throw up to feel a sense of control.
While another does cocaine for the same reason.
&& these are supposed to be the best years of our lives?

 

out of our minds.
crazy ass times
not only my best friends
my partners in crime.

 

best friends are the ones who
aren't all over your boyfriend
but bitch - slap the girls that are

 

you know it's meant to be when
even at times you can't stand him
he's the only person on your mind

 

im not a bitch.
i just dont know how
to say fuck you nicely =)

 

you be dairy queen & i'll be burger king
you treat me right & i'll do it your way.

 

just when you least expect it
you start to picture yourself
with him &  you think about
the way he makes you happy
&  you see how it all makes
sense. &  you realize you
care about him a lot more
than you think

 

 I don't miss him, I miss who I thought he was </3

 

He's the reason I'm messed up, the reason I can't get myself into another relationship, No matter how hard I try, no matter how bad I want to, I'm scared. I'm not scared of getting hurt....I'm scared of hurting someone else. I don’t want anyone to feel how he made me feel. I dont want anyone to hurt that bad.

 

And for once I’m left speechless--nothing to say.  i have no idea what to do. How can you just turn away? I want so baldy to grab your arm and pull you into my kiss, but that won’t solve anything. i don’t know what i did to deserve this.

 

everybody makes mistakes...
but why does everyone seem to notice everytime i make one?

 

How can I say "I love you," back?
You never made me happy.

 

no matter how many times you
see a s h o o t i n g s t a r *
or how many times you
MAKE A WiSH ` at 11 : 11
no matter how many coins you
t h R o w into a fountain
or the number of fingers u cross
if it`s not MEANT T0 BE
it will N E V E R happen


I wanna be the girl he's scared to lose, the one he can't walk away from knowing she's mad at him... the one he wouldn't know what to do without


What you'll never realize is the marks on my ankles, the tears I cry and the pain I feel... is all because of you


have you ever felt ..
that if you were prettier
life would be so much easier

 

Please ;; stop saying you love me
how about this time.. you show me


Someday ||someone|| is going to walk into your life
& make you [(realize)] why it never worked out with
- - - - - - - » a n y o n e e l s e « - - - - - - -

its easy to believe someone when they
tell you exactly what you want to hear.

it`s so hard to be strong
when you love the thing
that makes you the     
w e a k e s t


sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow
we must fail in order to know
sometimes our vision's clear
only after our eyes are washed away with tears

you're an idiot
       but i love you

sometimes i wish i could fast forward time
just so i could see if it was all worth it


I know I said I loved you¡¦
But sorry babe, I lied < / 3


Miss DROP-DEAD-GORGEOUS, please drop dead


sometimes things will fall apart
so other things can fall into place


always listen to your heart cause even though its on your leftside it`s always right

i`m not depressed;; i just hate everything.
i`m not a horrible person;; i just let everyone down.
i`m not an outcast;; everyone just hates me.
i`m not in love;; i just constantly think of him.
i`m not a cutter;; i just have to slice my wrists.
i`m not a mistake;; i`m just not supposed to be here.
i`m not suicidal;; i just want to die.


i`m not gonna get drunk to please the crowd
i`m not gonna  be a slut and sleep around
i`m gonna say what I think and say it loud
i`m gonna say what I believe & stand proud
i`m gonna be me. no matter who i`m around


the way I see it -- »
the more people hate me
the less I have to please

 

A friend helps you up when you fall.. at best friend laughs there ass off cause there the one who tripped you in the first place

she will chase you around for awhile
but there's going to be a day when
she's going to stop running in circles
around you .. she's going to get over
you && at that very moment, you're ;;
going to wish you had let her catch you


Another Cutter, Another Freak,
Another Dork, Another Geek,
Another Prep, Another Jock,
Another Whore & More Punk Rock.
Another Hater, Another G.
Another Scar They Put On Me,
Another Label Happens To Fall.
When No One Really Knows The Person At All


it's not about being who everyone else
wants you to be. it's about being
yourself && finding someone who
loves every single bit of it


dont settle for the one who kiss's your ass. (though its nice)
wait for the one who push's your button's & piss's you off  '
on a daily basis » love isn't suppose to be easy it`s suppose
to    be    w o r t h     it   <3


i want someone who wont care that
i never wear shoes
that im incapable of stayinq still
that i cant qrasp the concept of cleaninq..
& i refuse to be lady-like
someone who realizes that half the desions i make ..
i'll reqret and i have the riqht to over-react
at any qiven moment.. i want someone who knows
im completly insane and they wouldnt want me -any other way

 

With friendship it doesn't matter how long you've known them or how many fights you've been in. All that matters is who said they'd always be there, and proved it.


We were always the best of friends. No secrets and no demands until suddenly from somewhere out of the blue, I see a different light around you.


The only guy that deserves you is the one who thinks he doesn't. The one that'll stick by your side no matter how much you mess up. The one who will forgive you mistake after mistake.


"I love you" he whispered, and without hesitation she turned and ran..tears streaming down her face. She just couldn't take it anymore. She was sick of his lies.


You're not friends because you sit together at lunch, or talk on the phone, or have matching flip-flops, or can recite each other's wardrobe. You're best friends because when she smiles, a grin forces itself across your face. No matter how mad you are, when she cries you instantly feel her pain and want to cry with her. When you look her in the eyes you know there's no one you could ever trust more..regardless of how many broken hearts you've had. That's what it means to be best friends.


Those who really love you don't mean to hurt you. And if they do, you can see it in their eyes that it hurts them too.


I can't promise that I can solve all your problems, but I can promise you won't have to go through them alone.


To lose a friend has to be the greatest pain you will ever feel. and every time I look at you, I remember that pain.


Yesterday you asked me why I was crying..I told you that I didn't know, but it was a lie. The truth is you were holding her to keep her warm, while I was freezing deep down inside.

 

IM the kind of girl  who is
constantly making mistakes  &&
havinq them shoved in MY face

 

she's feeling worthless
used again
but nothing's different

 

he said "I love you." i sneezed ..*hachu*
& said, "Sorry, i`m allergic to bullshit

 

out of our minds.
crazy ass times
not only my best friends
my partners in crime.

 

&& all i need right now is for you to wrap me up in your arms,
look me in the eyes, && tell me you won`t ever give up

 

As I say goodbye,
I can see myself in the reflection in your eyes
Don't say you're sorry
I've heard it far too many times

 

he'll look you straight in your eyes
and tell you that you are the most
beautiful girl in the world and for
the first time in your life you will
finally believe it.

 

She asked "If i walked away would you come after me"
He said "No".....she turned away crying and began walking away
He grabbed her hand "Because i wouldn't let you go"

 

theres just something about him that made
me like him. ever since the day i met him
there was something about him that made
me go absolutely crazy for him

 

girl ;; did you really believe, that first day, that we were meant to be together?
boy ;; you're here, aren't you?

 

My eyes are sore from crying.
My heart is broken in two.
To find a boy just like him,
your chances are so few.
I long to hear his voice again.
I long to feel his touch.
His gentle lips on mine again
is all that i miss so much..

 

I look in the mirror,
      what do I see?
      Somebody who is just not me.
      Behind the smiles and the laughs,
      I'm lost and scared.
      Nowhere to turn.

 

We've been through it all, beginning to end,
I don't know how to thank you so I call you my best friends

 

i`m staring at your photograph
remembering each moment you made me laugh
i never thought this would end this way
&& i`d still be missing you this very day

 

for every day that passes by
I can only look at the sky
and pray that you see
That I still love you..

 

They say friends before boyfriends.
I say your not my friend.

 

Love is something special
Love is sweet
Love is kind
Love is you and me..

I love you, I really do, but this is just between me and you.

 

at some point you learn to accept the fact
that the people you wish wouldn't change,
do. goodbyes hurt, but only mean forever
if you let them, pictures never replace being
there && nothing lasts forever , but you also
learn to laugh until your stomach hurts. act
so crazy people think your high && live for
the days with your best friends ;; && just
having fun because life's too short to worry
about change

 

I am the author of my life ...
Unfortunately I'm writing in pen,
and can't erase my mistakes.

+ FiND the guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot
+ who calls you back when you hung up on him
+ who will sit under the stars and listen to your heartbeat
+ or will stay awake just to watch you sleep
+ the boy who pursues you & kisses you on the forehead.
+ who wants to show you off to the WORLD; even in your sweats
+ who holds your hand even in front of his friends
+ who insists on holding his arms around your waist
+ who’s constantly reminding you how much he cares
+ & how lucky he is to have you
+ the one who turns to his friends and says that’s HER


She says she doesn`t care but
the look in her eyes and the tone
of her voice tells a different story.


You know you're in love when noone else
is even worth a - - SEC0ND GLANCE.


One minute, the love of your life is the guy next door, the next minute, it's the razor with your blood on it.


Loving someone is giving your heart to them and trusting them not to break it. If they do, pick up the pieces and let it fix itself.

You said you would love me forever but who knew that forever could end so soon.

 

Ever notice how you can say you hate someone so much, but when they come back crying to you, your arms are wide open?

 

You said it's because your tired, that I dont give enough. I say it's time for you to admit, that I didnt mean enough.

 

When I said that I loved you, I meant it, and when I say that I hate you, I mean that more.

 

Someone asked me, "why do you like him so much?" and even before i could reply, my best friend put her hand over my mouth and said, "don't even get her started."

 

Sick of crying, tired of trying, yeah, I'm smiling, but inside I'm dying.

 

Another morning to start another hopeless day sometimes..I dont even know why I keep trying..

 

your eyes still give me a reason to breathe and midnight conversations still mean
everything to me .

 

Here's my heart. Promise not to break it? Oh wait... you already did.


Eyes filled with tears, bruises that show. That's a part of love that no one wants to show.


The girl who you broke up with and made cry, just might be the next tragic, beautiful suicide.


Somewhere between all of our laughs, long talks, stupid fights, and retarded jokes.... I fell in love.


You demanded I quit cutting, Well Babe... I demand you quit fucking my life up.


Blood kissed lips, With scars on her wrist, You'd never have thought that it would come to this.


I'm a daughter hiding my depression. I'm a sister making a good impression. I'm the girl sitting next to you, I'm the one asking you to care. I'm your best friend, hoping you'll always be there.

 

 



Request

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Rules to request:

-Keep it simple, please. I dont want anything TOO hard
-If the band is hard to find, provide a picture
-If you're looking at a certian image give me the link and I'll do it for you
-Dont complain if it takes awhile.
-Dont ask when it's gonna be done. Once it is, I'll leave you a comment..
-If you DO NOT want everyone else to be able to use your request, tell me, or else it's going up with the rest.




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